FrAnKiE's DrEaM

2004-07-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

sorry about the past few weeks my blog had some probs. the background dinm show lar. okok so now its back lor. YaY!

hahaha oh yea jez to tell u guys i dun think i'll be updating much here anymore la. most of my entries will be on the other blog so please do link us!!!

BAND BLOG! T4:3!

ciao!

2004-06-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

yozie peeps. now i jez formed a new blog where our band (t4:3) gather!

BAND BLOG! T4:3!

remember to link us there! i may/ maynot be updating this for some time, but pls do continue to tag n stuff!

ciaoz!

2004-06-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

ouch!

just hit my head on the wall a few moments ago. stupid wall. stupid me. how the hell did i bang into tt wall?! i think i killed a few brain cells liao. oh no! i nid those for my hmwerk!! oh no i growing dumb.

got hillsong CD from nigel last time. already burn aleady. *pirate*

yesterdae got the hillsong united to the ends of the earth CD. not bad not bad. mum doesnt like it tho, she thinks its too loud..... hehhehheh. *turns volume up*

today same same school. actualli din wanna go. but found tt less than 10 NCOs r available. or rather "available". sighz. so go lor. ok lar. laiddat lor.

Met alextine n addison there too (i guess going back wasnt a bad idea anyway) they having LLTC lar. hmm. nice meeting up with ol friends. haha n first thing alextine said was "haiyoh.... this kind of people nv go support our carnival one.... haiyoh" hahahaha sorry la bro.... paiseh din go lar. =P

okok so after training came home liaoz.

oh yea. oso got a new pair of running shoes. the previous one i got dunno how i wear for so long until the damn sole came out also. haiyoh. also got this white shirt la. shoes n shirt together cost less than 90 bucks.... i think ok lar rather cheap. =)

BUT.

means im 90 bucks poorer now. *boo hoo hoo.....* there goes my chance of getting a bass n an amp by july. nvm i shall strive to save even more *YEAH*

Now That You're Near - Hillsongs Youth

I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You

And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

I stand before You, Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus, You're all I need

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You

And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

Now You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence God is where I wanna stay

Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You

And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You

Now You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different, Lord
And I know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
And I wanna be with You
I wanna be with You...

a million miles of welcome. a heart full of hope. a "sorry" can never repair the damage done. i know thats true. but please understand. what more.... what more can u do? what more can i give...

my life can now be summarised into a dot. let me tell u my life story.

.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-06-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yozie!

Had great fun today!

Morning went back to school, had rehersals for Kindred Spirits!

many many groups were in, n i gotta say they were good man!

den when it was turn for us well, we jammed the stage n rocked the house! (yea as if)

suppossedly the teachers enjoyed it (according to nigel hu said they were all jumping n nodding to the beat), and well best of all, lloyd was there n he said he enjoyed it alot man!

months of sacrifice has all rounded up to this. *T 4:3* ROCK ON! (oh yea our name has been improvised to T 4:3) =)

felt realli light while playing the songs. happy i guess.

some pics we took...

Members of T 4:3!!! nigel(lead guitarist), enoch (drummer) n me (bassist)!!!

Instruments we used. nigel's Les Paul, my Yamaha bass, enoch's drumsticks n our amps.

WHOOO!

went on to nigel's house to deposit all the instuments for the time being. had some fun there walking his dog, n well jus listening to songs n trying them out on the guitar n bass again.

I borrowed nigel's hillsong music australia's "by my side" CD. it rawks man! esp the "my redeemer lives" and "this is how we overcome". totally great, powerful songs with lotsa bass parts (yea now u noe y i like them hehehe =P)

well thats it for today. listening to hillsongs now. tmr there's SYF. *headache*

Smile always,
Frankie

2004-06-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

realli bored now. so i decided to do something like this....

LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: Frank Chin Zhan Sheng
-- Birth date: 13 April 1988
-- Birthplace: SGH, Singapore
-- Current Location: S'pore
-- Eye Color: Dark Brown
-- Hair Color: black
-- Height: 167
-- Right handed or Left handed: Right-handed

LAYER TWO:
-- Heritage: Chinese
-- Weakness: Wad's a guy's most weak spot?
-- Biggest fears: getting really sick
-- Your perfect pizza: hawaiian.... with lotsa cheeze
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: becoming the next Bill Gates

LAYER THREE: Your…?
-- Most overused phrase(s): "gimme back" n "do u still want those?" (points to food)
-- Thoughts when first wake up: 5 minutes more wun hurt....
-- Best physical feature: dunno
-- Usual bedtime: 12 to 6
-- Most missed memory: being too short so i escaped riding the roller coaster

LAYER 4: pREFERences..
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK
-- Icq or Msn: MSN
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: lipton, but not iced
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or Latte: latte

LAYER FIVE: Do you…?
-- Smoke: nope.. dun wanna black lungs
-- Sing: sure y not, every singaporean likes to sing, since spore idol is here
-- Take a shower every day: unless its at camp.
-- Have a crush(es): =P
-- Think you've been in love: ive been accidentally in love.
-- Want to get married: sure thing
-- Believe in yourself: yeaa
-- Get motion sickness: no. lucki man.
-- are a health freak: i indulge in junk food sometimes. waddaya think?
-- Get along with your parents: yea y not?
-- Play an instrument: yess. BASS

LAYER SIX: In the past month, 've you…?
-- Drank alcohol: took a few sips
-- Gone on a date: study date?
-- Gone to the mall: DUH
-- Eaten sushi: yea..
- Been on stage: uh.. ya i think so...
-- Been dumped: like a garbage bin? not realli lar.
-- Gone skating: skateboarding counted or not?
-- Shoplifted: do i look like one to u? *altho i may look like some drug addict...*
-- Changed who you were to fit in: harh? dun think sooo

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 20++?
-- Numbers and Names of Childrens: decide later la.... unless 11, den soccer team
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: skydive wedding, then land on the beach n stuff.
-- How do you want to die: in one piece
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? i dunno... Bill Gates?

LAYER NINE: In a girl/boy, you would want…?
-- Best eye color: no pref
-- Best hair color: natural hair colour
-- Short or long hair: doesnt matter
-- Height: anything
-- Weight: slim (refer to ht-wt table)
-- Best first date location: SJI, or her sch

LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- Drugs taken illegally: panadol considered?
-- People I trust with my life: !! hmmmz
-- CDs that I own: a little onli. normally i d/l
-- Piercings: 0
-- Tattoos: 0
-- Times my name has appeared in the newspaper: not newspaper. newsletter can?
-- Scars on my body: BCG scar
-- Things in my past that I regret: regretting the past like no use arh? live in the present, move into the future!

ok. finally. done. learnt more about me?

Smile always,
Frankie

2004-06-17T10:39:00.000+08:00

been thinking over n over again.

missing.

hoping.

accidentally in love.

eva since it happened.

wondering when another call would come thru.

Seems that the hols are more than halfway thru already. ah well, time to get down to more serious stuff. hmm, wonder if nigel's gonna pass me the bass today or what. *shrugs* hmmmz, time passes slowly. *yawn*

its crazy to think about work, esp since the whole stack of books around the corner realli demoralises me to do anything. but, i guess i still have to do EVERYTHING don't i?

decided yesterday to name the band "Tea 4 3". tea, anyone?

hope today would be another great day. just hoping la.

*I wish it was anyone but me
I could have been anyone you see
She had something breakable just under her skin*

Smile always,
Frankie

2004-06-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

Accidentally In Love - Counting Crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love... I'm in love

Another song i've jus figured out there was! Man was like funky jammin today, time seemed to pass damn slowly there was so much time for every other song imaginable, including this man!

Well, cool off while going out. i feel much better now. yea. =)

went jammin then later go P.S. to look at the yamaha amps they selling. nid to get one soon. coz seems that peeps out there dont have any larger than 20 watts. which i think is still very soft la.

maybe if i save enough i'll get one n get a bass also. feeling quite high now, jus finished downloading that song the "accidentally in love". u noe, the shrek 2 one? yea its damn nice man.

maybe, i'll sell my guitar amp lor. as wad nigel said. anyone wants an amp? 20 watt guitar amp from yamaha. its till good working condition, less than 2 years. its at enoch's house now, so i dunno if he doning anything to it. yet. maybe he plug a mike in it n sing karaoke for the whole day la, dunno wad he doing with it. *OEI RETURN ME MY AMP LA*

yea. im fine. dont worry. i know. =)

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-06-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

its funny how quick things happen.

one moment u're at joy n elation, the next ur wondering when ur next smile would come.

jus stitting here, staring blankly into space.... thinking.

is it real? *slaps myself*

i was realli happy.... maybe jus need more time as u said.... wondering when u'll be ok... wondering when we'll be talking again...

realli hope i can say the 3 letters again... n nothing can eva come between us again.

this is all so unreal, like a dream, but will dreams ever come true? i believe they do.

i pray.

*Draw me close to you.
Never let me go.
I lay it all down again.
To hear you say that im your friend.
You are my desire.
No one else will do.
Cause no one else can take the place.
To fill the warmth of your embrace.
Help me find a way.
To bring me back to you.*

Frankie

2004-06-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

went to church today after not going for like.....hmmm..... 8 weeks??! feeling quite guilty for it but yea im gonna make the effort to go more often now.

oh well, yesterday din blog online coz was halfdead after i came home from east coast park for CIP. yea.

early morning go to school to change to my number 3. sigh so hot.... n then later found out alot of people (sec 1 n 2) din show. obviously they either din bother or forgot) wadahel. n summore not everyone was in uniform. wad the shit man. hey guys please lar, buck up man, communication breakdown or what, find out the exact thing before coming la..... n to those who din come, better give a valid explanation or else ur attendance would have problems.... u don't want to fail ur CCA attendance do u? its veh important.... so please make the effort to buck up n try to relate more to NCC Air la... *prays hard*

N basket early morning already the land shouting like crazy on the parade square. i was pissed already with the attendance so shouting like tt.... cant stand it man. summore i ask them shuddup, the bloody sec 3 say something back. i mean how can i tolerate right? summore he called me a Staff. Either he is blind, or a complete bozo. Nearly kicked his face for it...... sigh.... but u noe im not tt violent...... im a nice guy hehheh =P

den later went to parkway parade with the land people n then assemble there la. n found out air had to go to east coast park. whoa. sigh so waited for the clt to bring us there. n then start duty lor. basically the NCOs din have to do it realli, so charles n choaching went to prawnfish n stuff, leaving me with like 42 sec1 n 2 to take care of. damn.

hours went by, lunch at macs, where they took damn advantage n stole my fries. took a few pics there n if u guys wanna see, go to the MISC part of my blog n click on the East Coast Park CIP thingy. links u to shutterfly where i got several pics of the day.... including some taken of moses posing with his darn balloons coz he helped the peeps there giving out free balloons n gave it to anyone who donated to his tin. smart ass eh?

den bloody hel these few sec 1s follow me wherever i went n started sticking stickers on my bag when i was not looking n tied balloons to my bag. crap la. den also these whole bunch of peeps were slacking in front of the balloon kiosk n making hell lot of nuisance. heard the lady complain about them n some other guy came n said "hey sergeant, ur men anyhow use balloon n play with stickers, wad's this?" obviously i was like pissed n feeling a little damn F***ed up already. dispersed them straight away.

went to coffee bean to slack later n cool down. n whoa these sec 2s were already inside slacking. so well joined them. n one of them bought drinks for everyone including me. WHOA! oh man....... hahahahahah. hmm.... potential outstanding cadet in the making? we'll find out, but i'd definately count that as a good point hahahahahah =P kidding.

den later found charles n chao ching again. went cycling with them. *in our number 3 uniform* crazzee man. cycle everywhere n into overhead bridges n into tunnels. cycle damn fast. den had to turn back coz was late. n changed to my PT kit later. *thats more like it. damn cooling* hahaha den cycle back n until we were like 10 meters short of the bike rental shop, i swerved to the left n charles din brake in time cz he was on my left which i din see, n *CRASH*!!!!! we went down. *ouch* got a nice big scratch or bruise or something on my left arm now. hahaha not painful maybe jus blueblack or something.... =P

went fishing for prawns later. thnx charles for paying for them. *hey i gave u my prawns man* hahahahahaha.... well cought 3, chaoching caught 5, n charles caught 2 at the last few minutes before we went off. Whoa lucky man or else he would've caught nothing at all...... hehehehehe =P

the most unexpected catch ah was when chaoching felt a bite, n then he pull, up came a prawn....... n my line got caught in his also!!! but then something amazing happened........ another prawn took my bait! so we got 2 tangled lines with 2 prawns SIMOUTANEOUSLY. i bet my life tt was the hell of a lucky catch.... HEHHEHHEH=P

was great man. later took a bus back with chaoching n went to my grandma's. veh long nv go liao, n well, went for dinner there. nice nice =) went home, chatted on MSN, talk, slp.

WHOA.

okok io jus saw this entry by pikyang, dunno if he erased or not but i found it quite interesting. i'll publish it if i get his permission here. i really found it quite true n worth the read. dunno if u guys think so but well, more of a reflection story n i think its great.

well gtg eat lunch, later su n ivan coming over for project then. ciao!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-06-11T12:49:00.000+08:00

spent loads of time on my template since yesterday coz it din show (apparently) hahaha but then got it to work FINALLY!!! with my fav. FF girl YUNA! beh =P

the last template i had was the tatty teddy one which was put up in an emergency..... was already midnight n it coulnt work, so i resorted to something simple
TATTY TEDDY!

ohoh, btw thanks everyone for helping me figure out wad's wrong n helping in one way or another. esp daphy (who showed nme the light at the end of the tunnel with adobe n dreamweaver or something like tt), suwan (whom i attained enightenment thru a webbie to upload my GIF) n everybody hu helped test my blog in one way or another. hope it izzen too much trouble! thnx guys!

hahahahah YAY YUNA!

Cheers n hugs, (with esp big ones for daphy n suwan)
Frankie

2004-06-09T17:49:00.000+08:00

holidays suck.

lotsa hmwerk, but that's besides the point.

it sucks when u're at home with nothing to do.

i know im just too lazy to go out n hang around in places where there r many people. seems to me the only sensible thing to do is read a good book n let my mind exercise abit by figuring out wad the book is trying to tell me.

finally finished the 3rd book of the wheel of time (that took awhile) n onto the fourth one. by far this is the thickest i've eva touched. but i guess im gonna make it after all.

hmwerk hmwerk. when will it ever end. oh, and projects too. jerry's flying off soon, so i guess the maths proj has to finish soon.

changed fone with my mum. well, not that she wanted my fone. rather, i found it useless nowadaes to have a camera fone with me. so i downgraded from my samsung v200 to her nokia 6610. n of course, modified it abit to my liking.

hmmz. ouch. i did something realli awful.

accidentally....um..... added a dent to nigel's friend's bass. oh man. sorry man........

looks like i won't be touching tt bass for awhile. in case i do something wrong again. man i feel so bad.......

been on a rampage todae. downloading songs by sonicflood. seems that their songs r quite nice n jumpy. oh won't u guys jus buy me their CDs..... hahahahaha

well its wednesdae. means midweek now. n im half bored to death. when can school start n drag me out of this prison?

oh n um since i din blog on mondae, din wish someone happy birthday on e blog. (oops) heh gonna wish it now online.

well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENIA!

i know u had school on ur birthdae. its june summore. but hey at least u got sch! im wishing for school to start soon. hahaha. welcome to klub 16! may ur wishes come true in the following year! call me sometime ya?

to celebrate ur bdae, n to throw some of those boredom away n rock the house (ie my house) heres a nice song....

Your Love - Sonicflood

Your love, give me Your love
To fill up my heart
Your peace, give me Your peace
To comfort my soul
Your joy, give me Your joy
To shine thru the dark
Change me, oh Lord
For my life is Yours

When I think of all You've done
Kept every promise
And made me alive in Your Son
In the light of all this
I'll give my life I'll take up my cross
Cause everything else I count but loss

Your love, give me Your love
To fill up my heart
Your peace, give me Your peace
To comfort my soul
Your joy, give me Your joy
To shine thru the dark
Change me, oh Lord
For my life is Yours

There's nothing apart from You
That fills my longings
You satisfy me with truth
And I'm never wanting
I'll give my life I'll take up my cross
Cause everything else I count but loss

Your love, give me Your love
Your love, give me Your love
To comfort my soul
I'll give my life I'll take up my cross
Cause everything else I count but loss

Your love, give me Your love
To fill up my heart
Your peace, give me Your peace
To comfort my soul
Your joy, give me Your joy
To shine thru the dark
Change me, oh Lord
For my life is Yours!
Change me, oh Lord
For my life is Yours!
Change me, oh Lord
For my life is Yours!

May God bless everyone. Stay happy n funky!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-06-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

yozie again.

have some new pics which i jus uploaded onto ripway. about yesterdae.

well, yesterdae was like veh tiring, but it was GREAT GREAT GREAT!!!

morning had training la, as usual, quite bored after they had to go play games n i sat with the rest in the airroom playing chess (ah well, no one had anything to do anyway).

Then after that went home n zzZZzzZZ for like 15 mins. then ate lunch and its off to esplanade where me, haiks, ian, daphy n jason were at to watch jason perform la. and hor, that jason ah, dunno y his performance one of the last performances out of like what... 85 people?? whoa.... sit at the library n wait until like 5.30 b4 he started. hahaha

took some pics of the dae....

this pic is all of us who went (excluding me coz i was taking the pic)
ian, haiks, daphy, jase

uh, suppossed to be an artistic photo of us looking at diff directions but then uh..... i think ian has a funny pose tho..... abit off =P

here we see jase performing his guitar la. some song called cloud nine i think. daphy said it was jumpy. hahahaha YEP jumpy it was!

ok then after the thingy right, ian and haikel went home n me, jase n daphy went on to orchard where they got some flowers.

n then we headed down to NY for the dance nite. haiyo n this jase n daph ah, on the bus ah, haiyo veh the.... how u say..... "intimate" lor. seriously. too bad my camera ran out of battery or i would've asked them to pose (as if they would) for me to take some pics of those moments. =P sorry jase n daph!!

i tot we were gonna be late for the dance nite, coz by the time we left orchard it was gonna be 7 alr. hahaha but thank God we reached there on time la. met Eugenia at the busstop n then went in with daphy n jase. then uh, watched the concert lor.

actualli rite, the concert not bad la. jus tt maybe i dun realli get what dances r all about, but i can roughly figure what they r trying to say (after some help from daphy n eugenia).

was trying to spot aundrea on stage, but we sat so high, so can't realli make her out until the thing ended la, when they introduced the dancers level by level. n ah, aundrea quite easy to spot la. hahahaha she was so tall......... =P

after the thing over then went to congratulate drea, then went off to the busstop to go orchard la. bid farewell to eugenia and zul n some others b4 jase, daphy n i went on to orchard to eat supper at kfc.

uh.... daphy said i looked realli dead at the end of e dae. i din realli notice la. maybe i was jus tired. or maybe i think too much my brain overload and then shutdown liao. either wae i still looked dead. well, sorree to worry u guys (jase n daph) =P

take mrt home n then zZzZzZ........

THE DAE WAS GREAT GUYS THANK U SOOO MUCH EVERYONE!!!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-06-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

let me fill u up with some things tt happened yest n todae.

Yesterday went for training for the WHOLE freakin day. at National Stadium for SYF. too bad im not realli feeling too great, so din realli participate in all the marching under the hot hot hot sun.

first thing went there was to report sick along with Ian and a few other sec 3s. (apparently only SJI Air cadets fell out before anything happened) yea. went to sit somewhere after collecting the rifles and slacked off. and a horrible thing happened. i dropped my rifle. *crack* the barrel broke in half (right side fell out). great i was left with the other half of the barrel. so went to the army guy n asked him to fix it. damn.

then later lunch, slack, slack, slack.

and about 5 or so, it started to rain la. so too bad everybody sit in. and something else happened. suddenly out of nowhere *BANG!!* i turned around and saw this guy screaming for help and clutching his hand. we were like wad happened?? then found out that this particular guy didn't clear his rifle of any remaining blanks (luckily jus blanks, if not ah, that guy's hand would've been blasted into thin air) and shot the guy beside him.

uh oh.

SAF officers got realli furious.

dunno wad happened to those 2 la. hope the other guy is alright. looked painful the way he was screaming... maybe suffer from minor burns or something. well, God bless him.

ok so got back home at around 10 after dinner and cleaning of rifles n return of stuff. crap ended so late..... went on msn forawhile n fell flat asleep with my com on and everything else still scattered around me. and as usual, woke up in the middle of the night to clear everything n sleep normally. *snore*

today, jus slack slack la. go shop shop n eat eat with family. boring but happy to recharge my batteries. alsio collected dance nite tix frm aundrea. thnx drea. hope ur dance nite goes smoothly. gd luck!

tmr still got sch. haiz. bio prac. 3 hours leh. damn long ah.

hey, today JUNG's (hanssi) BdAe!

HAPPY BDAE JUNGHANS!!!

hahahhaahha tmr maybe go orchard with everyone n wazzup him.......... *evil grin* (still dunno wad present to get him tho, hmmmmm) *scratches head, dandruff falls* OOps! =P

wah wah. go play my PS2 soon. hands itchy. heh heh!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

Chinese Os.

well, i'm glad that its all over now. i'm sure everyone's glad.

whether i can score for it.... i'm still doubting.... esp since everyone's quite crazy nervous over it. man..... i dunno. looks like its quite bad. everyone's talking about it. and as i quote from peiyuan, "screw chinese, screw those who set the paper". not as if i realli wanna screw them or anything, but i gotta admit its kinda tough.

ah well, went off to haik's house to chill off after paper. had karaoke session at his house. damn i felt good. haven't screamed my voice out for ages. (hope the neighbours dun complain)

den went on to test his Xbox again. rocks man that machine. gotta play it more often hehhehheh =P.

mum got quite pissed when i told her "hey mum, chinese was not too bad.... at least a C6" den she stunned n u know la, rantings from a worried mum. telling me to retake n all. but ya managed to convince her out of it, and snapped her back to reality (which is, of course, the inevitable fate of me kissing my chinese A1 goodbye)

hmmz. sad la. but happy. ITS FINALLY OVER.

here's pics from the haikel house hike todae. For more photos, go to haiks bloggie. he has the rest............

Photo might not be so fantastc coz i took it from my camera phone, which kinda sux at the moment. still prefer my canon digicam. hehhehheh.

here's a song that might interest you guys. its the midi playing in my background now. thats the tune. yeps. the lyrics go like this:

I Want To Know You (In The Secret) - Sonicflood

In the secret
In the quiet place
In the stillness
You are there
In the secret
In the quiet hour I wait
only for You
Cause, I want to know You more

Chorus:
I want to know You
I want to hear Your voice
I want to know You more
I want to touch You
I want to see Your face
I want to know You more

I am reaching
for the highest goal
That I might receive
the prize
Pressing onward
Pushing every hindrance aside
Out of my way
Cause, I want to know You more.

Chorus (3x)

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

RG Carnival.

WOW.

First thing i reached there with ivan was to see jerry n gang throwing darts. so decided to try out my luck with the darts. (being the cockeye i am, hardly hit anything at all). i even stupidly made a bet n lost a drink. damn. hahahaha

oh well, after that. Shumin n gang arrived. hahaha say hello then dunno they run off to where already. oh wells. continue with the darts.

then later stay in the canteen watch performances. yeps. n drank lotsa drinks. "free treats".

then go water bombing. quite shiong. i was squirting at the PSLs for God knows what reason...... got supa wet after that first experience.

then go watch performance again. cheerleaders n all..... eugene was like trying to take pics *ahem* hahahahahaha.....

WATER BOMB WAR AGAIN!!! yea this time mass. SJI vs RGS. or rather jus getting each other wet la. hahahahaha me went for easy targets hu jus stood there n did nothing. picked on lisa n daphne =P

lisa was like with the big big super soaker, so we were like "argh! scram!" but in the end haiks found out lisa couldnt spray...... HEH HEH HEH. BOMB!!! SPLASH!!! pails of water flew..... Eugene picked up the super soaker n sprayed all of us........ also every time me n sean tag team one distract lisa from front..... one go behind n splash water.... muahahahahaha. ^5 Sean!

Finally. i got my hands on the supersoaker........ PAYBACK TIME. went straight for daphne (who appeared to be not veh wet.....yet) n sprayed a little water. She was like screaming in my face n calling jason.... HAHAHA so farnnie i kept running when jason came near...... =P

Then jason .... whoa.... Hero man. ultimate sacrifice. I aim for daph, he come shield. then kena both sprayed. WHAHAHAHA. WATER POWER!!!!

went home after clearing up n got a mouthful from daph..... heh heh. n moved the tables back. then sat in the bus. AIR-CON Bus. Drenched. SHIVERING. BBBRRRRRRR.............

FUN THO. TIRED AFTER EVERYTHING. went to cuz house to study n eat later.

must have more carnival. quite fun. hahahaha

SJI ROCK ON!

Oh no...... back to study chinese.... (boo hoo hoo........)

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

Oh no.

Just woke up from a long long nap. and i'm screwed. coz still got lotsa chinese to go thru.

uh-oh....... im so so screwed. after i type finish this damn blog i'd better go off and do some chinese revisions.

this morning went to DL loads of christian worship songs. kinda beginning to fall in love with them after enoch and nigel and the "undignified". sounds fun..... hahahahaha..... wad if our band became a christian pop band? uh.... think about it la.... hahahahahaha....

well, today din go for PTM coz parents can't make it. and tts better. if not Ms ong's gonna scream again. AGAIN. i read my comments slip. quite.... bad. ya. y? coz it says i haven't been concentrating, veh distracted.....blah blah...... lucki i din go. or i'd be slaughtered like a pig. or well, more like getting ripped of my hay. yes. hay. don't ask me y, guys from my class shouls more or less know y. =P

tmr... going for RGS carnival. in my state of mind, i'd better go and let off some steam. see anything there worth crashing or not. heh heh. maybe jus go crash the PSFs' stall...... *evil grin*

here's a nice song.....

Day like today - Out of Eden

Woke up this morning, jumped out of bed,
Hit my head on a lampshade and the clock said
That I'm running late so I'm rushing trying to get on my way
(Huuuh)Get to my car and the gauge is on E,
Get gas and i pay a dollar ninety-three (What?)
Got stopped by the cops cause I was speeding
Eighty-nine in a fifty-five Lord, why me

On a day like today,
All has gone wrong and my life seems crazy
Gotta hold on, smile on my face
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way
On a day like today,
Look up at the sky and know life's so amazing
And I know I will be okay
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

It's days like this there's a lesson learned
When I get up on the wrong side of the world
It's easy to dwell on my situation instead of every good thing
(But I know I've been blessed) I gotta say thank you
(And though there's stress) I'm still grateful
(It's just a test) He's more than able to see me through on a day

On a day like today,
All has gone wrong and my life seems crazy
Gotta hold on, smile on my face
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way
On a day like today,
Look up at the sky and know life's so amazing
and I know I will be okay
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

I know it wouldn't hurt to smile
It's not as bad as it could be it will work out in a while (repeat)

On a day like today,
All has gone wrong and my life seems crazy
Gotta hold on, smile on my face
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way
On a day like today,
Look up at the sky and know life's so amazing
And I know I will be okay
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

So I just hold tight, know that everything is alright
Gotta believe I will see the light
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

So I just hold tight, know that everything is alright
Gotta believe I will see the light
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

On a day like today,
All has gone wrong and my life seems crazy
Gotta hold on, smile on my face
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way
On a day like today,
Look up at the sky and know life's so amazing
And I know I will be okay
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

On a day like today,
All has gone wrong and my life seems crazy
Gotta hold on, smile on my face
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way
On a day like today,
Look up at the sky and know life's so amazing
And I know I will be okay
Cause I know the sun's gonna shine my way

Suns gonna shine (yea yea)
Fade out

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

Undignified (Praise and worship) - Chris Tomlin

I will dance, I will sing, to be mad for my king
Nothing Lord that's hindering this passion in my soul (x4)

And I'll become even more undignified than this
Some may say it's foolishness
But I'll become even more undignified than this

I will dance, I will sing, to be mad for my king
Nothing Lord that's hindering this passion in my soul (x2)

And I'll become even more undignified than this
Some may say it's foolishness
But I'll become even more undignified than this
Leave my pride by my side (x2)

And I'll become even more undignified than this
Some may say it's foolishness
But I'll become even more undignified than this
Leave my pride by my side

Na na na na na na HEY! (x7)

Its all for you my Lord!!!!

YEA! Finally, the moment we've been waiting for! After months of practising and sacrifice, we've finally made it into Kindred Spirit! Yes! Wanna thank Nigel n Enoch...... Nigel, treat this entry as the other half of ur birthday present we promised you. hahahahahahahah!!!

Time to rejoice time to be happy!

And oh yes, my cousin finally came back from the US. Gonna go witht him for PTM coz my parents won't make it. and yeps, he's an old boy of our school..... so can also meet up with the teachers!

Chinese Os next week! MUG MUG MUG....... Sat got carnival oso...... MUG MUG MUG.....

See you guys! Keep the spirits up! we're gonna make it!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

Real World - Matchbox 20

I wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker
I wonder what it's like to know that I made the rain
I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone
and you can come and see them when I'm...done, when I'm done....Yeah

(CHORUS)
straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
if I were someone else, would this all fall apart
strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me....and you
....and you....and me

I wonder what it's like to be a super hero
I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown
from some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow sun
boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned....Yeah

(CHORUS)
straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
if I were someone else, would this all fall apart
strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me....and you
....and you....and me

I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho
I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I said
I'd shout out an order, I think we're out of this man get me some
boy don't make me wanna change my...tone, my tone....Yeah

(CHORUS)
straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
if I were someone else, would this all fall apart
strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

please don't change, please don't break
the only thing that seems to work at all is you
please don't change, at all from me
to you, and you to me

Yeah.....

(CHORUS)
straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
if I were someone else, would this all just fall apart
strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me
and you....and me....

happy happy song..... makes one jumpy. but will the jumpiness end? only time can tell.....

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

People come and people go.

People change over time.

Most of my friends in sec 1 have all changed by the time they came to sec 4. i'm no exception.

Some have changed for the better, some for the worse.

but one thing never changes.

Brotherhood. the Lasallian brotherhood. the one we're all so actively engaged in that we almost forget its existence in our everyday lives. it has become a natural and common thing in our lives.

We may be all different in personality, sure some of us may not like others, but remember, we're all of the same background, so thats what bonds us together, and cannot be changed.

Hopefully this spirit passes on from generation to generation. it has already gone on for more than 350 years in history. 150 in SJI history. let it continue. lets pass on the passion.

its our last year (i could just cry). i hope its worthwhile. Ora et Labora guys.....

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1st of the chinese intensives today. not bad la. got back all our chinese papers. and wow. i got a B4!! thats good for me la and the fact that no one in our level got A1 and onli a handful got A2 i think its realli not bad. din realli expect a B4 tho.... was looking more towards C5/6....heh, but its good. i think its coz of my oral and listening compre that pulled me up...... 44/50. paper got 50/80. paper 1 screwed up. =P

yeps so im stressed liao. slightly more than a week till its Os. and tmr got paper 1 and 2 of the O levels 2001 to do in sch. shit. hahahaha. well guess gotta practice more.....

next monday gonna get back results for midyears. oh no. very kancheong now..... then got PTM on fri. sheesh. wad a nice time for everything to be cramped into the last week b4 chinese Os. =)

then there's also training right after Os. 4 trainings during the hols and hopefully more trainings for the sec 1s n 3s. getting them ready for AP is very stressful..... so many things to pass down to them. yet not finished. and also have to ensure smooth transition of posts from us to the sec 3s. sigh. already getting them used to teaching and drilling the lower sec airguys. hope they can score for their spec course in june.

and also congratulations to all who got nominated for LLTC. but do not get too stuck up coz u're there. u're there for a reason and that is to become a lasallian leader. however don't guarantee that u WILL become a lasallian leader. prove it to us. i don't like stuck up people neither do i like people who put on a show in front of officers only. u guys jolly well know who r those i'm refering to. im not pointing fingers. some of u r good enough. SOME. the NCOs do have a say in ur posting. remember that. and if u give us shit, i don't care if u're LLTC trained. u'll still go down.

Work for it. Be ready for the handovers. Get well trained in LLTC. from my own experience there, its very enriching. make sure u come out a better person, a better cadet. gd luck. n gd luck for ur exams. remember wad u guys said.... "one best, all best"

don't let us down. Air company rock on forever.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

FINALLY

MIDYEARS HAVE ENDED FOR ME!!

stayed up last night coz i tot i couldn't finish bio. (which apparently i didn't just ran thru the more recent topics) and by luck those i studied came out!

bio wasn't hard. more of interesting.

okok here r my overall rating of all the papers i took.

eng: sure die
chi: soso
emaths: not bad quite easy
amaths: die
physics: ok paper. pass
chem: ok managable
bio: easy
geog: stunned when i saw it
hist elec: not bad spotted ques came out. easy
SS: easy. spotted ques.

yeps. hope i can get a 65% in midyears. life's hard when peeps got expectations from u. Ms Ong's gonna preach about studying more again. sigh.

went off for brunch with chris n decided to meet jas at fareast bk. sharman, suhairi n pikyang were there too. so sat, ate n chatted. about everything under the sun. time really went by slowly when u're toking crap. tok tok tok, then onli 15 minutes passed. im like "wad the hell"..... ya so jas n sharm went off later leaving the 4 of us walking to heeren to shop shop.

then su n pik had to go back to sch. which left chris n me wandering the streets of orchard to find wad to do coz we were waiting for the lit people to finish their paper, which was still 2 hours from completion. so yeps. ended up in lido waiting for them.

btw went to watch Troy with Jerry and Chris. amongst others who finished their lit papers, but they went to watch van helsing instead. haha.

after that tok tok came home, shower dinner blog. wad a nice day.

have to mug chinese soon. intensive starts tmr at 1030. argh.

alrights, gotta go now.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

Finally. starting to settle down for some maths revisions. reading thru the little guidebook i have. hahahaha!

Felt realli free an hour or so ago. jus looking thru my "new" science dictionary (actually not so new, jus found it stacked up in my pile of books. i think i bought it 2 years ago.) basically reoriented my room a little. took the light from the desk and rescrewed it beside a shelf near the corner of my room. made that little corner where my bags used to be into a sort of a study corner. hopefully i get the urge to use that corner more often and not spend my time staring into this small white box beside my bed, hopelessly typing bloggies just to pass time. oh how miserable.

well, gotta go back to connecting the wires that were unplugged during the messing up of my room. gotta ciao.

nites!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

3 more days till midyears is over.

Which means 3 more days till i start intensive for chinese. oh boy.

i think seriously need to buck up for all my subs during june or i'll be so dead. practically screwed up most of my subs coz i jus couldn't remember what i studied. Seriously.

i couldn't remember formulas for physics (luckily not many formula ques came out), couldn't remember details for SS and worse still, i forgot EVERYTHING i studied for goeg. basically went there and crapped everything. i know im dead coz i know i've written too little. screw up. total screw up.

i can just hit my head on a wall or something. can't seem to get into the right mood for any big time revisions. i know this is an impt year, but my mind is just not there. my heart's still not set on studying. not much anyway.

and mum's nagging on and on. im getting really pissed now. sometimes there is just a limit to whatever nagging one can take. i'll explode soon. and get into big trouble. i don't care. feeling very crappy now.

and the weather doesn't help. super hot these few days, gonna be the end of the world soon. the sky's all white, can't even see any blue...... looking very hazy. should i on my aircon or not? its only 30 degrees yet im sweating like some hardboiled egg (wait a minute.... hardboiled eggs don't sweat.....)

can't wait till i get back to school and sit in the hall and freeze to death doing my papers. sure beats sitting here in my room and getting all sticky and sweaty.

but first, i gotta go and mug for bio n hist. cant be bothered wth maths anymore. neither do i care for geog. jus hope i scrape thru this and get down proper during june. hopefully la.

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anyway, went out to get some freah air at the esplanade yesterday. first went with Ivan and Khairi to lunch. then met Pei Qing at city hall and headed to esplanade library (which is open this time) and study while toking cok. ya. and i finished 2 chapters of history yesterday. hahahaha. good la.

Thnx Pei Qing for ur test papers. i'll use them. and thnx for the bookmark, its realli nice of u... =P . hope u do well for ur tests nxt week!

then went home with Ivan. got off at TBP to go look for a present for my cuz (coz its her B'dae) and then settled on this hand/sling bag whatever u call it. i tot it looked nice and looked a little more feminine so i got it for her (hehhehheh debb, act more feminine =P)

ya so went to Grandmas at night and then had dinner there + birthday celebration. din noe many of her friends tho. ya so ate and ate and ate. felt like a pig but i thought the food was nice so it was worth it. wad a pig i am.

then mum was like asking me which girl at the party i tot was nice. wad a ridiculous question. i replied, as usual, "none". muahahahaha. then she commented on how all of them looked so tomboyish. (ya my mum got issue on tomboys, wants girls to be gentle and demure) i was like "yaya mum but nowadays ur expectations abit off the trend ah? singapore hard to find la." then she looked at me with those eyes. yep. those eyes.

so went home later at arnd 9 then chatted with Peiqing who was still at BBQ. it was like 1030 already. ahhahahaha. then i dozed off. with all my pens and books around me. and my com still on. oops. wokeup with a jerk at 4 in the morning coz i kicked the drawer. *ouch* then packed everything and went to sleep again. been awhile since i had a nice sleep. it felt good *aaahhhhhh*........... and it meant i din go church coz i woke up late. okok another reason was coz i told enoch not to wake me up i needed to study. ya but makes no diff.

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The Prayer - Josh Groban / Charlotte Church

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che to dai

I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe.
Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza

Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E'il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

Studying for chem now. Eating dinner. Typing blog.

Multitasking like no one cares (p.s. n Miss ong claims we cannot multitask *bah*)

oh my left leg hurts abit. prob coz of assault by Jason after school. its like wow i went up to him and sang some "gay" song and then like sparring contest. hahaha, and obviously he was trying to sweep me like crazy ya n me frantically trying to dodge la. but obviously i not tt smart la. so ya, kena jack.

haha not blaming Jason tho, i brought it upon myself. (ya me n my big mouth some "gay" song that was...)

haiyo, die already. seems like my sis getting into some trouble by exchanging papers during a test. like wah lau eh wad the hell..... Cheating u noe!? piang eh so disappointed..............

haiz. dun worry about this first. come on Frank. u can do it. fight fight fight. another week more to go before midyears r over.

COME ON GUYS! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

O LEVELS! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!

and lets just get it over n done with.

ciaos gotta go finish my food now.

Cheers n hugs,
Frankie

2004-05-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

Oh crap.

Fell asleep while studying physics.

That was at 4.30 i think. Its 8 now. just woke up. oh no. crapz.

so now must PIA lor. alamak there goes my sleep tonight...... boo hoo hoo......

if this goes on i'm so gonna *pengz*

Family not at home. figured that they couldn't wake me up after endless tries n went ahead to Grandma's. *okok fine i sleep like a log* zZzZzZ

haiz nid to like go find some food n a cup of coffee.

Oh ya, yesterday was Nigel's birthday! aiya but i haven't upload the pics yet. Basically me n enoch went lor (aiya must go wad, band bonding =P) under the instructions of his girlfriend. like wow. Surprise surprise Nigel! will blog about this again when i've uploaded the pics...

oh yes, Happy Birthday Alextine!

a few shoutouts:

[ivan] Happy Mothers' Day Ivan! thnx for nagging at me like my mum. heh heh heh. =P

[daphy] i will try try try try try to make it for carnival. wun promise anything yet. (don't ask jason threaten me ah!!!) =P

[deb] heyz u can call me if u wan the webcam, i'll go check if its still working.

[haiks] eh, u ah, haven send me the pix in ur cam u noe.......

[khai] hey i will digitalize e design a.s.a.p. gimme some time we're still in the middle of a bloody exam war...

oh n to all Mothers out there, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!! i love u mum!!! ;P (nono, im not refering to ivan.....)

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

The weather sucks.

Period.

Rain, shine, hot, cold.

Flu. Sneezing. Cup of coffee. Blankets. Panadol cold.

English TYS. Compo book. Exam schedules. Table full of books.

Music. Soothing senses.

*Ah - choo !!!*

Cheers n hugz (ya as if i can hug when in my state.......)
Frankie

2004-05-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

WAD A LOAD OFF MY MIND....

first of the midyears today, and its none other than CHINESE. Yes, the so dreaded subject of mine. been pouring over the chinese sec 3 n 4 books for the past like wad, 3 days? i would have thought that i wouldn't have finished studying in time, but like i have no time to even ponder whether i can have enuf time or not, just hopped straight into intensive studying for the next few days. practically swallowed everything for sec 3, and browsed thru my sec 4 work. until came to school and got some inside info that sec 3 topics r not coming out for zao ju (sentence construction). ya rights oh crap. so spent the last 45 minutes after paper 1 memorising as many of the sec 4 words and their meanings as i can. hahaha.

When the paper came, i was like stumped coz i couldn't do 3 of the fill in the words thingy. so i did the rest and spent like 20 minutes at the end thinking of what those words were. eventually came out with them. thank the Lord.

ya so basically spat everything back out into that test, and i feel like i have had one of the best toilet sessions of my life...... sooooo relieved. Ahhhhhh......

considering resting for like 6 hours straight after this blogging, but i'm not tt lazy (yea right) summore nid to complete Kwangster's Chemistry work and then get myself down to reading some english to like prepare for the paper on friday. oh ya, tmr there's a Chemistry test. damn.

so its back to the books. *flip flip*

==== tots floating ====

For one, i am sorta stressed out i think. late nights and irregular meals have really taken their toll. very lethargic these few days but i know i must keep whacking those books. haha no choice.

secondly, i think i'm starting to realise that, all that matters in this world, is who i have in my life, not what i have in my life. material obsessions can never match the feeling of joy and love. these r the people who eventualli keep my spirits up and r the peeps whom i love. my family, my friends.

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hahaha i think i've gotta get on to sleeping already. super dead tired after all that mugging and stuff. BRAIN DRAIN. nid my daily dose of caffeine........... *sip*

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-05-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

hihi. finally stopped all activity im doing and got down to blogging. ya its late at night (a.k.a. early in the morning) and i seem to have not finished what i intended to. sucks, but hey tmr i just do some crazy rush to the finish. Bio, Chem, Phy, Geog, Hist, Chi all pia by tmr! yes im so gonna make it......

anyway, today had a wonderful day out at the esplanade. a day which was so wrongly timed. PUBLIC HOLIDAY! oh crap so the library wasn't open. totally forgot about it. hahahahaha.

Met Peiqing at the mrt first before going to there la. then walked up and down for like alot of times and then tok a little before it started to rain.... and then walked summore and Suhairi and Ivan came. den Jason and Daphne came. tried to study elsewhere but the damn security chased us away everytime. haha den decided to go look for jas and daph who were somewhere (we found them but din go up to them). den they oso kena chased out. wad a bother. den jus hopped across to BK at marina to eat and do some work........

then afterwards went home la. eat, clean room, dozed off while cleaning......ZzZzZzZz

so now im here la. hahaha.... oh yes i got a pic of the view frm the roof of esplanade

nice?? hahahaha i tot it was.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

Dad just got a digital camera!!! Hail dad hail dad....... ORITE!!

so i freaking went around taking photos of all my friends today coz it was school phototaking day as well.... kill 2 birds with 1 stone hahahaha...... okok here are some of the pics.......

firstly there is the prefects phototaking.......

THE SEC 4 PREFECTS!!

me and jerry posing (eh eh HP HP)

then there was the UGOs phototaking......

AIRGUYS ROCK ON!

Ashley and me... the 2 favourite ACSMs of the unit....

Our beloved sec 1s

Part A Is and their supervisor (with wuyuan extra)

GRADUATING PART OF THE UNIT!!!

and there was also the After school band session......

nigel n me at studio

Crazy drummer enoch...

hahaha thats about it, din want to upload alot of them.... if u guys want can come to me when u r online, i'll send it to u, i still got alots......

okok gotta go eat and study, gonna screw for my midyears, haven touch anything yet....

im so friggin tired and dead.....

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-27T19:43:00.000+08:00

i screwed up oral. a little misplaced my diary this morning and forgot when oral was. thought it was tomorrow. then i suddenly remembered on the way to school. crap. luckily practised with the teacher yesterday. or i would've fried for oral.

taking a little coffee break to freshen up my senses before i carry on studying for chinese test tmr. oh yes, not forgetting, i screwed up Amaths test today. y? coz i was so damn worried about it yet i din study. and forgot everything omf thought us. i was stupid.

a little word of encouragement from a friend on my way home was what i needed to realise how much i need to study.

die liao la.

i'm just gonna study a little harder and wait for thursday to come. Phototaking of the prefects n CCA. might be one of the last times i get to wear a blazer and my number 1. quite excited about it. Gotta remember to bring my camera on that day to take a few shots of the prefects and my fellow partmates before we finish our term. hahaha! just wait for my pics to be uploaded onto the net!

yesterday was also phototaking day. for the class i mean. had s few casual shots of us in class. waiting for haiks to upload them and then send to me. hahahaha.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

treasure the moments in SJI. once a josephian, always a josephian. and proud of it.

2004-04-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

While mum n dad r out bringing MingGe to the doctor's (she's having the funny cough again.... wonder what she's been eating from the fridge again........ haiz, dunno wad's good for herself......) i've found the time to take a little break from all the hectic schedules of nothing but homework and sleeping and eating and training to blog now.

the previous entry forgot to include HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE AND PATRICK.... i forgot.... oops sorry!! hahaha...

yesterday was SJI sports day. went to Toa Payoh stadium early in the morning and on the way picked Ivan and Haikel along as well. yeps reached there veh early and went to check up on the airguys who were doing CIP. somehow got communication error and the attire for the day was a little screwed up. everybody was like wearing different kits. Shits.

so after awhile found out that got realli nothing to do coz all they needed was 22 people and we had slightly less than 100. yea rights, so all went in to sit at the other end of the track to watch the races instead.

went i went in found out that LAWRENCE house was leading. Whoohoo!!! go lawrence!!

My class had very few runners on that day. well, we had very few runners from the start. some didn't come, some didn't run. so left with even fewer. wha lau. was forcing the runners to run again and again for every race. until they were tired. and injured (logesh and allen hurt their knees) and were on the verge of dying......

Guang Hao (a.k.a. buddha) was the man of the day. small and petite, this guy has the attitude and determination. not to mention he can run veh fast. ok so he was on for i think 3 races. 2 were relays and 1 was a 2000m. after the 2000m one, he was last in the pack, but he kept on running with all his might and really it became a drama of life and death. he knew he was last, but he sprinted the final 200m and then collasped....... i din know where he was after that. was hoping nothing happened to him.

then after that was 4 x 100m relay. really had only 1/4 of the original relay team left...... so they went to look for others. ended up on me. ya so i became 1st runner and went on to search for 2nd and 3rd runners. found Mark and Davis after long pursuations and begging, and then had a team. on the way there, a miracle happened. Buddha was actually up and waiting for us at the competitors steward! to think he collasped and ran 2 races before!! my gawd...... really respect his determination and never say die attitude.... *kowtows*.........

ya so, being the lousy runner i am,couln't really keep up with any starter runners at the bend, and kinda gave the baton to buddha last. shits. i could have ran faster. shits. waddahel.

ended up being the last class to end the race. but then found out that 404 was disqualified, so we weren't last!! had a mini celebration on the track! hahahahaha! at least we're not last =P

ok so ended the day and went to enoch's house with nigel to slack for awhile and play his com. then went off to jam at aljunied. wasn't very productive tho. first, we arrived a little late. then we had trouble with the tunings of the guitars. (ran out of tune countless time.... the guitars really got some funny problem....) didn't even finish the first song (maybe we were restarting and restarting coz of the tuning prob) and the hour ended before we knew it. shit. have to go back another day. and use better guitars. damn.

ok so went off to have dinner and came home and did a little looking thru my works and then fell asleep with everything still on. sigh..... too tired la. long day. hahaha......

today training finish liao.... our 5th last training of our term....... the company r in the hands of the part Cs as of next training. don't let us down.

mum's back. gotta ciaos.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

Something that really interested me in school today is during RME (religious-moral ed) lesson.

Was this talk none other than by our lovely class 404's (next door) chairman Jonathan Thio's parents. hahaha!

Although the talk may be associated more with our later years in life, i feel it is the basis of what make the best friendships in the world.

The Greatest Mystery: Marriage was the main topic during the 55 minute talk by Thio's parents, a loving couple with 6 kids of their own, i think they shard a wonderful experience of how a playful girl met a nice quiet chap (of course, the nice quiet chap was from SJI....=P) and how their love and friendship blossomed through more than 16 years of marriage...... kinda tough nowadays i feel. Really admire them on how they managed to stay loving even after so long.

ok, so the talk was not just merely about how they met, how they finally got married and had kids etc etc, but what i feel the main aim of the discussion is that lasting friendships n relationships are bound by various factors. Some of these mentioned by them are Communication, Fidelity and Constant forgiveness.

many a time people often get into relationships which r to show how "great" they r and to "show off" their girl/boyfriends.

so the key to lasting relationships that r true and pure r those i mentioned earlier.

Communication between friends and those whom r more than friends not just only includes the usual "hi how r u doing" and those "waddaya doing now" in basic conversations, nor does it solely include how lovers say "i love u i love u" to each other. What i feel that communication is all about is that friends have to talk out their innermost feelings and thoughts n share them with others, and vice versa. this way, both get to know each other better and thus a bond is formed. They should also come together to reflect on the past, and also plan for the future. Id there is a mutual feeling between partners of the opposite sex, then more often should they reflect, plan and talk things out. they should also not only concern matters of friendships with themselves only as i feel that a circle of friends coming together is the best way to help a couple in developing their relationship. afterall, the more u work with one another (eg, in community projects n stuff) the more u get to understand and love the other person as who he/she is, not just merely what's seen on the outside.

often, love is not restricted to just the couple alone. if for example the guy goes into army, they wont see each other for some time and many other people may come in between them. however, lasting friendships and relationships r often put to the test this way and one should practise fidelity. that is, to remain faithful to one. sometimes, one has to make a choice which may concern their friendship. nothing good can happen in a 2-timing relationship, so i support the case of mutual fidelity.

in the case of constant forgiveness, it is as important in a friendship as well as a relationship. to forgive means to understand the failure of one another to meet up with ur expectations that u have set for them. if one bears a grudge with another, things cannot work out right as both will thus have less to talk about and that threatens the very existence of a communication between partners. therefore, forgive and forget, thats the best policy =P

in the context of marriage, i believe that it is the unity of 2 strong souls and best of friends. many people often do not realise the significance of marriage, and thus the family falls apart after some time. marriage is the completion of man and woman bonded together by the will of God. God acts as a "3rd party" in every marriage, and i feel that He is always there to guide couples in their step towards prcreation. that what makes it the purest form of marriage, to procreate, and thus fulfilling God's will to bring life unto this world. people normally think, oh yea sex whatever, its the same..... but is it? i feel that procreation is a great thing, and thats what makes intercourse, the union of man and woman, Holy.

okok, i've been saying things out of my mind subconciously. but i feel what i said is rather right as it is. u may not agree, but thats how i feel.

Thanks to Thio's parents for their time.

and to my friends out there (goes out to all peeps i noe), lets build up our friendships to be a long lasting one. after this talk, i hope u guys understand the true meaning of friendship too. *hugs to all of u all* may all friendships be stronger and more meaningful in life.....

and to those couples out there (goes out to peeps who r in a BGR right now.... (jason, daphne??)), if u think the one u choose is the right guy/girl, i hope that u both can make real lasting friends and share each other's joy and sadness together. many difficult times may come and test ur friendship and commitment to each other. be strong, and guide each other through. be with each other, don't forsake each other. =P

i think i talk too much liao hahaha gotta go eats dinner. i'm hungry.... tmr's SPORTS DAY!!!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-19T19:53:00.001+08:00

Yo, back with the pics from the affirmation ceremony yesterday. Was really a crazy experience, but nevertheless i hope the part As enjoyed it. 1st time working alongside HQ NCC and summore mad to take care of the groups of cadets..... haha, fun but tough.

firstly, some of the pics we took:

me on bus heading to indoor stadium
part A cadets showing utmost discipline
part A cadets in full uniform ready for parade
NCOs present. Charles,Bryan,Chaoching n me
Chaoching n me posing for photo
Parade commences

Thats about all the nicer pics i have currently.

Well, the part As did really well considering this was their first parade and they didn't even go for any rehersals b4 (i was told there was rehersals but SJI din go =P) yeps and that is commendable. Good Work Guys!

Basically, me and CC lim brought the part As down there at 9 in the morning when it starts at 3. ya to practise for the parade. when lunch came, there were half the people starving coz food didn't come. And to make things bad, i was in charge of their well being. Sorry Guys! me bad. and i wanna apologise to Klye and many others who were feeling quite bad coz of the empty stomach. Was shocked to see Kyle in the sick bay later on...... got hell from the OIC. (should have contacted him when there was food shortage, but i stupidly forgot) SORRY GUYS!!!

yeps after the whole thing, went to eat at bugis macs. was eating like a pig coz missed the damn lunch and stuff.... and when i felt a tap on my shoulder, first thing tt came to my mind was *eh trying to steal food ah?* hahaha, and guess wad? it was Jason! man wad a small world. Apparently he was out with Daphne (eh eh eh.......=P) and another girl called Carmen. yeps had dinner and a small chat and then left for home. Chatted on msn and then went to sleep to prepare for NAPFA today.

oh yes, NAPFA wasn't too bad today. Still can get gold coz haven drop below C for anything, provided i dun screw my 2.4 run up the next time i have PE.

yeps thats about it. gtg have dinner. stomach growling.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

Matchbox 20 - Hand Me Down

Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenue
Gonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to you
Gonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you to
Gonna make you like the way they lie better than the truth
They'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to say
They're gonna break your heart, yeah

[Chorus]

From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now

Somebody ought to take you in
Try to make you love again
Try to make you like the way they feel
When they're under your skin
Never once did think they'd lie when they're holding you
You wonder why they haven't called
When they said they'd call you
You start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it by
You'll start to think you were born blind

[Chorus]

From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now

I'm here for the hard times
The straight to your heart times
Whenever it ain't easy
You can stand up against me
And maybe rely on me
And cry on me, yeah
Oh no, no, no

Some day they'll open up your world
Shake it down on a drawing board
Do their best to change you
They still can't erase you

[Chorus]

From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now

Lay them down on me
Oh yeah
You're just one more hand me down
And all those nots don't give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down...on me

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-17T14:18:00.001+08:00

There. The bass guitar i soo fell in love with..... Epiphone goth thunderbird-IV...... aahhhh ohhh....

But damn, i only saw the normal version, the thunderbird-IV, on display at Swee Lee, must wait for stock from factory. Shit la, dun care la, the normal version oso not bad.... =P and $546 for it, i think its quite a reasonable price hehhehheh......

But means now must start saving money...... digging into my savings... and i have.... $30!!! yes! means only 516 bucks more to go.... jiayou jiayou......

sigh, just came back from training. hahaha got my MSG rank finally... whoa seems quite bulky to have around on my sleeve.... hehehehe.

Ya today the part As din come for training, so i'm left with the part Cs to take care of while Bryan, Mark, CCLim (dunno if Charles came tho) went to slack off somewhere else..... Its like almost every 1s attention was on part Cs today, esp since they gonna take ova the company soon. in a few months that is. So part Cs, buck up! u guys doing not bad now jus maybe a little cockups here and there but ya, u guys r great peeps.

Had the first muster parade with the part Cs as ICs. I think they did not bad, considering its their first parade. Proud of u guys! Part Bs, learn from them, they will be ur seniors soon.

Part Cs, u guys ah, have some respect and discipline. i think tts the lacking area in u all. To lead is to serve. Yeps. So show a good example to the part Bs and As as u r their "kor kor" already. show the kind of respect to us as u would want them to have respect for u when u guys r NCOs. Pls ah, not much to ask of right? considering u guys r ELITE of the unit n the best we have produced ya. so Keep it up!!

So training ended well i think, Ians gonna win some outstanding NCC award at affirmation tmr. CONGRATS IAN!! gonna go there to support him. Yea! Part As coming down early tmr, so i think i got some job to do tmr. Yeps, last few trainings b4 we officially let the company run in the hands of the Cs. so must teach every fragment left in our minds that is suppossed to teach the part As. haha. they must be more like the land guys. dunno how jerry does it but i think his method of training is not bad. Head Prefect la, big la, effective, approachable and competent la....... hahahaha

yeps gtg have lunch now. will put up some pics of us tmr at affirmation hopefully hahahaha.

tata. God Bless.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

16! wah wad a nice new 2 digit number to last me for a year ahead! Muahahahahha!!

Aiya forgot to blog yesterday coz was like rushing my hmwerk (which i still haven't finished yet coz i didn't want to do most of it on my bday =P )

So ok. today la. hahahahaha makes no diff i think, just that maybe the mood is soo gone now. But still feelin HYPER enuf to run like about 10 miles..... ZZOOOMMMMM..........

except now i bai ka (lame) coz of yesterday.

ok so early in the morn yesterday (aka 13 april aka school reflection thanksgiving day aka my birthday) went out wif Nigel and Enoch to Han's at Great Eastern for breakfast. Wah.... long time nv go there liao..... okok i went out with this veh funnie colour combination that totally sucked big time. hahaha. went home after that and napped awhile.

After that, went out with Su, Haiks n Ivan to suppossedly watch movie, but damn cine not no nice movies. so went to bowl instead. Until this point of time i slipped while bowling and aparently i think thats where my bai ka came from...... =P

Then go play lan. play play playplay, cannot beat the damn com in warcraft. sigh. *I vow to challenge thy com once again*

ok so went home and ya slack slack work work until dinner time and then was on the com. Chatted with Shumin on the phone later (thanks min for ur time hahaha) and then went to sleep....ZzZzZzZz.....

wanna thank the peeps who came and wished me happy birthday. oh ya and thanks to those who gave me the small gifts as well.... THANKS ALOT!!! (any more belated coming???)

Oh ya and not forgetting, today went to check Kindred Spirits results with Nigel..... currently on the *under consideration* category!!! Yes!!! means we get 1 more chance to audition!! Nigel, Enoch, hahaha dun mess up ah?? Besides, we're the only "country rock" playing all matchbox 20 songs there so maybe we got chance la hahahahah........ RELUCTANT CUCUMBERS (well, 3/5 of reluctant cucumbers) ROCK ON!!

well gonna end here todae, gotta rush my undone work u noe? being 16 gotta be more responsible for my actions right?? hehehe....... =P

*hey, where am i gonna get a bass and amp for the auditions??*

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-11T17:25:00.000+08:00

Matchbox Twenty - Push (acoustic version)

She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
Gonna give
And I'm a little bit angry, well

This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you
Around
You don't owe me, we might change
Yeah we just might feel good

[chorus]

I wanna push you around, I will, I will
I wanna push you down, I will, I will
I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted
I will

She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is
Gonna hurt ya
And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
You couldn't stand to be near me
When my face don't seem to want to shine
Cuz it's a little bit dirty well

Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you
You don't know me, I can't change
I won't do anything at all

[chorus]

Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
Crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby

[chorus]

Feeling a little pushy now. Sis giving all kinds of trouble. Mums getting a little loud again. oh well. guess things might settle down later anyway, just wait and stay in my own little enclosed space.

Began a little hmwrk so i guess iff i keep up then things will go well and yep, peeps will be happy and things like that. Most importantly, I feel happy coz i finally got my stupid laziness away. Yea!! point of self satisfaction =P

2 more days peeps!! 2 more days!!! NC16 here i come!! Government betta not change the damn ratings anymore......

Meaningful song. feels kinda sad altogether. Dunno if i feel like wad the song is trying to say. Feel the song people. feel the song.

*I don't know why you ever would lie to me like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya. Girl, i wanna push you around. Yeah i will, i will.*

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-11T11:27:00.000+08:00

Hocus Pocus Focus!!!

Argh! Suddenly i look into the calender today and realised bi weekly is THIS COMING WEEK! my gawd! i've been slacking too much sia....... And Chinese Os is less than 2 months away! and mid year is less than a month! Argh!! rush rush rush.....

WOKE UP DAMN LATE AGAIN TODAY! which means i missed church again. oh boy. Sorry peeps my bad.

HAPPY EASTER anyways!!

Yesterday had this great dinner with most of my family (uncles aunts cuzzies grandma and stuff) hahaha dad paid for it, suppossed to be my 'birthday treat'. ya thanks dad hahahaha.

Anyway, our family finally changed car. From the old creaky sounding mitsubishi to a brand new spanking Toyota! haha its real cool dark dark red almost black in colour. everything in it is like soo automated, gotta love this car. (tsk tsk, Ivan, next time i go pick u up, remember different car liaoz ya? hahaha don't get confused)

dah. sis is acting up her old probs again. not listening to instructions, nv do hmwerk, nv read instructions.... u noe those things pri sch kids normally do that realli gets on the nerves of people, esp OLDER BROs? hhahaha my, my. I think i love my sister too much liao. defending her thru all the screaming my parents giving her. maybe i shall be less defensive, and let her face the world on her own. then maybe things might improve. sigh. sis ah.... y u so laiddat?!

damn nid to get down to work already! rush rush rush rush...... there's no time, i cant stop! hmwerk HMWERK! AARGH!!

..........but wait, is that roast chicken i smell coming from the kitchen? *ah yes, work can wait a little while longer*

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

Good Friday.

A day of mourning, a day which all men are saved by one.

This holy day. We remember the Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us. Let us be free of all sin and let us shower our love for him. Amen.

Today (or rather yesterday), had bad flu. so skipped detention duty in afternoon (thanks Winston for last minute taking over), and rushed back home. Didn't feel like eating whatsoeva, and went to sleep early (first time i missed 2 meals in a row).

Enoch smsed me to ask me to go church today, but ya judging from my condition, i reported sick and slept thru till the next morning.... woke up feelin betta but decided not to take the risk of going out public.

Never knew it was lunchtime until mum came and called me to go shower and change. it was not often that the family could get out together and i guess i shouldn't let them down by saying i was sick and stayed at home eating congee and noodles. (well i still prefer outside food than instant stuff =P)

So went out with my 3rd aunt (she wanted to go see a flat) to Tiong Bahru Plaza. well, kopitiam wassnt so bad. hahahaha. and after that went a little shopping spree. well since my bdae coming soon, *hint hint* mum got me this new sling bag. using it as my schoolbag now. Yeah!

ok so went home and basically slacked the whole afternoon away, besides spending a little time of my own on the com and things like that. then went out for dinner again. got this new Robert Jordan book called 'New Spring'. Think its a prelude to the 'Wheel of Time' epic. couldn't find the 4th book of 'Wheel of Time' so i got this one first before i check other places for stock of the others. (i'm still on the 3rd book)

so got home, watched a little TV, and came online. so now im here, trying to keep awake *yawn*. hahaha. tmr gonna be a good day for studying and stuff like tt. Yeah no CCA! (rest day finally) but need to study for biweekly and stuff like that la. next week got 2 days off, coz monday is Founder's Day and tuesday the school give us a day off. YEAH YEAH!! (shit means more tests on wed, thur and fri)

Ahh well, nearly time to turn in or else tmr i have bad time studying with dark eyerings. NiteZ!

oh yes, i'll make up for church on Sunday. hehe.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

MATCHBOX TWENTY - ALL I NEED

Everywhere someone's getting over
Everybody cries
And sometimes you can still lose even if you really try
Talking about the dream
Like the dream is over
Talk like that
Won't get you nowhere
Everybody's trusting in the heart
Like the heart don't lie

[Chorus]

And that's all that I need, yeah
Someone else to cling to, yeah
Someone I can lean on
Until I don't need to
Just stay all through the night
In the morning let me down
Cause that's all that I need right now

Everywhere someone's getting over
Everybodys life is someone
People still use other people with a crooked smile
And all around the world there's a sinking feeling
Out there right now someone's feeling
Down on themselves and don't know why
Every night

[Chorus]

And that's all that I need, yeah
Someone else to cling to, yeah
Someone I can lean on
Until I don't need to
Just stay all through the night, yeah
In the morning let me down
Cause that's all that I need right now

And life ain't no beauty show
We don't know where tomorrow ends
And when we're sad
It's kind of a drag

Just stay all through the night
In the morning let me down
Yeah, cause that's all that I need
Yeah, that's all that I need
Yeah, that's all that I need
That's all that I need right now
Right now

Ok, this song i think is very meaningful. Feeling that the world around all of us is a little bit distorted and people around us r always making funny things happen. Prents, teachers, political leaders..... funny things.

But that's all that I need. Me, the meaning of life, my family, my friends, love. What more can I ask for? (besides food and water)

So to all out there who are down and out, think of all the simple pleasures in life, think of all the wonders of the world amongst the chaos of corruption and things like that, think of the light at the end of the tunnel.

Coz thats all that I need.

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-06T19:18:00.000+08:00

Great day.

stayed in school becoz of the tack n field thingy.... volunteered student helper. sigh. din noe it'd take so damn long..... now i gotsta rush my Physics and History revisions for TESTs tomorrow. Great.

luckily, it is the end of another boring yet fulfilling day in sch *nods head*.

Yesterday, Nigel came over and practised 3am with me... was like abit kan cheong about the bass parts... nv did so much at 1 time b4. HAHAHA. *looks at myself and thinks ----- Amature*.Yeps, so he apparently stayed till abit late and then went home la. leaving me still a little confused about what the hell to play. But ah well. guess that can wait.

So right, i fell asleep about 8 pm, missed dinner and all..... damn dinner was great. Curry, and nice soup and all...... wanted to get as fat as possible but damn, busted the chance.

Ah crap, had to settle for a cold breakfast (which i had at around 3.45 this morning) which was yesterday's dinner. So i gained the kilos after all. heh heh.

Y did i wake at 3.45?

Apparently my mum woke me up at 11 yesterday to ask y i was sleeping. i remembered my homework. and gai3 zhen4.

so yeps, 3.45 up and early to do some maths trigo, geog and 2 gai3 zhen4. couldn't finish so i carried on rushing till i realised i was late to go pick Ivan.... and late for duty in sch.....

Really. i think Gai3 zhen4 sucks.... did it even in the car. all the way till school. I tell u, if it wasnt for the "hold 2 pens n write 2 lines" method for gai3 zhen4, i think i wouldn't have made it in time.... (thanks Yong Cong for enlightening me on tt method, i attained Nirvana)

ya so now im home and i think tt sucks. HAHAHA need to go mugging soon. oh yes, i dunno how to set the blog like 1 entry per page and can put those "before/after" buttons to scroll thru the pages. any1 noe that pls inform me. coz now all i can do is put 1 entry for u peeps to view, and the rest in archives.

im html illiterate. well, a little i guess.

so any1 out there, enlighten me pls?

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

Before (Babies)

After (Just now)

Hahahahaha. its a wonder how much people actually do change when they grow up. Here's e perfect example. Me and cuzin Debbie. My my, she sure has grown from a "square faced cutie babie" to what she is today. HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh ya, there is also me. Ive grown less cute tho. Don't remind me. =p

Just now was like a super gathering at Grandma's place. so much to talk coz i havent been there in awhile. Feeling a little guilty. =(

I'll make up for it. Next week i'll make it a point to go down and see all of them again. Besides, its Holy Saturday.

Wonder if i'm having some stomach problems. Recently ive been eating alot and getting a little fat. *bleah, fats* and yepsi still think of eating more and more and more even tho i know my poor stomach cannot take it. for example, i just ate dinner about 1.5 hours ago. i'm hungry now. doesn't make sense.

maybe i'm just a hunger freak. hormones raging. high metabolism rate. WORMS. *eeewww* no i woulnt want to think about that now.

okok i'd betta get down to doing some work, rather than getting MONDAY BLUES all over again coz i havent finished my work at all everytime on Sundays. *sigh* wad a lazy bum i am.

oh ya, peeps jus told me there is a test next week. THERE IS A TEST???? WAD'S IT ABOUT?!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-04T14:26:00.000+08:00

Yes! Finally got my blog up and running to what i kinda expected. Thanks to Suhairi for some advice there. Hehheh =p.

Ok, so got my tagboard running and all my links set up and stuff like tt.

Now all I need to do is to get peeps to come view my blog and linx this new 1 from the ol' 1.

COME RIGHT UP PEEPS!!

hahaha. will blog again l8er. When i got some time (actually i got alot of time, just dont wanna make use of it properly.)

for now,

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

Got this new template. I think its cute, so i guess i'll stick with it for awhile. hmm. New to this form of blogging. Took me awhile to get used to. Ahh, well. gotta ask some peeps for some more info on how to set this blog well enuf to run. Properly that is.

OK. On to the day's events. Morning went to sch had training. Supposedly NAPFA training for all parts but turned out the Part Cs couldnt do becoz needed to go for SYF. Sigh.

Then, the part Cs had to just piss me off in the morning coz of em stupid and sloppy behaviour. *hey part Cs out there reading this betta take this seriouly ah, im realli quite pissed and disappointed*

Had WHOLE day for admin with the Part As. So practically explained to them how the uniform should be like. Hopefully when we inspection them maybe.... say, 3 weeks from now they will come up ready and have a smart uniform to wear la. HEhHEHhEh. We'll see how la.

Summore right, near the end of the training out of nowhere came this biting of an ulcer incident. so I bled. and bled. and bled. my teeth were so stained with blood and i practically spat blood every now and then coz the damn blood just wont CLOT!!!. went on for another torturing 5 hours of bleeding till it stopped. *FINALLY*.

ok then off to HQ for SYF training. Got to handle blanks for the first time. Not too used to it and sometimes cock up la. Wad to do i'm still learning u noe?! then ah, practice until shoot over time went home at about 645 and then realised got sunburn when got home *OUCH*.

ok so now im sitting here, figuring out wad to do to my blog and bouncing away. tonights chats on MSN haven't been very productive. I apologize to those whom i daoed or got pissed at. sunburn hurts la, u noe? And summore i sweating over finding a new template for the bloggie. So Yeps. Thats about it today. gonna turn in early and hopefully wake up in time for church tomorrow. NITEZ!

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie

2004-04-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

Decided to try out blogspot instead. Couldnt find a skin that suited my style in blogdrive. hahahahaha

Cheers n hugz,
Frankie